Day 579 - Relaxed

Things have been both rushed and relaxed all at once lately. I feel pressured to ensure everything is ready for "the big day" but at the same time I have been so on top of everything that I feel I needn't worry quite so much.
All that remains is the final payments which are for the hotel we are staying at and a few DIY things. Although I will admit the DIY will stress me out until they are done because it is something I have to make not just earn. For that end money has been a little less stressful.
In 2 more weeks my pay will be no more and we have decided that for the summer we are going to go without an additional pay. This summer will be just us as a newlywed couple. Come September we will approach additional income.
I must finish my seating chart, although I am not sure how to approach it, I must shop for some shoes for this weekends bachelorette and I must get my eyebrows bushwacked! Hair trial run is on Friday and bachelorette is Saturday. It is going to be so much fun I can already see!

My wii told me I lost 6 lbs this morning. I weighed in 3 times because I thought it couldn't be. I am still convinced that the batteries must be dieing. I shall recharge them and convince myself that is it. 6 lbs in one day is INSANE and entirely unhealthy! I would expect to gain it all back by tomorrow morning of course. Or at the very least half of it. Although, I'd be lieing if I didn't say I thought it would be cool to keep it off as it puts me 2.2 lbs away from my goal. The goal I had originally been 1 lb away from last summer. Although I have not gained an inch I did gain 10 lbs over the year. I worry that my losing it lately is all muscle loss since I have been out of training from the marathon. As per an earlier post I do not trust simply one method of measurement and resort to the photo of me while I was pregnant. I have a photo of me at the exact same weight pregnant as I was in the other photo not pregnant and I feel it best represents how you can't simply trust your mass as an indicator of your health and fitness.

In the above photo you will see the 5 month pregnant me on the left and on the right me at the exact same weight as I was at 5 months pregnant. May this forever be a reminder for me to trust the measuring tape more than the scale.

Regardless, it'd be cool to reach that goal if even only for a day. Then I'll start doing squats again and building up those muscles and thus mass. :)

In unrelated news, we watched our next movie in the string of wedding movie countdown. It was Lucky 7 a sweet movie that had me tearing up at the beginning and the end! I feel for a made for TV movie it was AMAZING and for a movie in general it was great! A predictable but adorable story with this underlying story about a relationship with your mother that can tear at your heartstrings. As a mother I looked over at my partner in crime and promised to never leave him alone to raise our daughter. I feel I shall keep this movie as I thought it was worth a rewatch some time in the future.

33 days left

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Day 570 - My big confession!!

First off, the geek in me must proudly proclaim that there are 42 days left until my wedding! If you don't understand why that is important .... pick up a book!

Second thing on the agenda would be the surreal feeling of getting married. As I sent David out today to get the comforter from the laundry room I realized, for whatever reason, that we were going to be getting married! I do not know if I have yet mentioned this, however, several years ago I spent a good year being completely unable to wrap my head around the idea that I was dating him. I blame this on us having been best friends for so long. In fact early in our relationship I'd find myself missing my high school friend on msn. I would be sitting on the sofa beside David and wondering what David was up to lately. Of course it was more of a feeling than an actual inquiry but it was a very real feeling. The only comparison I can give can only be appreciated by parents. When your child grows from a baby to a toddler or from a newborn to a baby you know it's the same child but a part of you misses the other child they used to be as though you have lost the first child and this is a second. You know in your heart they are one in the same but they are also so different that there is a part of you that goes to that crib wondering what happened to your baby.

Fortunately I never had to truly mourn for my friendship with David as we have always and still are friends first. It matters not what the circumstances he is and always will be my best friend. I go to him for everything and have a strong rule with friends, don't ever tell me anything I'm not allowed to tell him unless it is a surprise for him. For as much as I don't necessarily run to him with every detail of my life or my friends lives I keep no secrets from him for David is my best friend and the love of my life.

Alas, for that first year I would randomly say, "I'm dating David!" aloud to no one in particular. I'm glad David never found this offensive although at first he found it confusing. What was so strange about dating him. I of course explained to him and being that he knows me so well he understood. Lately, I have had similar thoughts regarding marrying him. I will be standing there at some moment in my day, perhaps folding his boxers, perhaps putting his oatmeal packet into the recycling (because he always forgets to do that) and for an instant my mind flashes from age 10 until now and WHAM I say, "I'm marrying David!!!" I guess it's like I instantly say aloud to no one in particular, "if you had asked me when I was 10, 13, 17 any age before 22 if I'd be marrying David and I would have scoffed at you. He's my best friend, we're just friends." I'd have likely msn'd him that night and said, "Oh Em Gee you will not believe what my neighbor asked me today!" we'd have laughed, he'd have joked "What's so bad about marrying me?" and I'd have told him, "oh shut up!" he'd have likely responded in some pervy fashion and the conversation would have digressed.

Lastly on the topics today is the movie pick of the day. It's not exactly last on the conversation topics but it is related to the last one. Tonight's movie was Confessions of an American Bride I just realized as I typed that title that it is similar to my own blog title today. Not planned, happy accident.

Not a great movie as it was made for TV. However, the storyline was sweet, funny and put together nicely. If only they had a budget and could have bought some nice actors they might have had something. They nailed your standard bridal problems and bridal feelings pretty nicely. Of course not every bride cheats on her groom as was the case in this story but still, for the most part it was pretty bang on. I did laugh though and said to David, "I hate movies like this!"
David - "Why?"
Me - "Because this *gestures to scene* raises the romance expectation to completely unlikely heights. No guy is ever going to do that!!!"

It's funny because the date scene I was referencing was more romantic than the proposal scene. Yet the proposal scene leads to my problem. Worse yet, my problem is a little personal. I'm not ashamed of it. Audience just might be a little sensitive to it. To remove all chance that you can blame me for reading further while still increasing your curiosity I'm going to go ahead and say that the problem is of a sexual nature and that I'm going to put it under the blanket where it's safe from accidental site.

To save my hubby-to-be's ego though I can assure you it's not THAT type of sexual problem. Oh no! Anything but that sort of problem. No.... this a problem of traditional proportions... very traditional!

You have been warned, and perhaps you have become curious but mostly you have been warned!

Day 569 - Movie Days

For the past few days David and I have debated over whether we have watched Three Men and a Little Lady so today I got up before David and skimmed through it. Right up until 30 minutes in I was sure I had never seen it. At 30 minutes in it hit me like your life supposedly flashes in front of your eyes. I knew how the movie ended. Not just how it ended in a prediction kind of way, but the last 20 minutes of the movie were clear in my mind. I spent the next 10 minutes skimming through the rest of the movie. Skipping ahead 5 minutes at a time to fill in the void that should have been the movie in my subconscious. Turns out that the ending is the only memorable part of the movie. The original was definitely far better than the sequel. Guess that is what it means for a movie to suffer a severe case of sequelitis.

Tonight's movie was to be Only You a movie in which the lead actress was told by both a Ouiji board and a fortune teller that she would marry a Damon Bradley as a child. Later, shortly after she is engaged to marry a man of a different name she receives a phone call from a former classmate of her husband who regrets he can not attend. What is his name? Damon Bradley. Of course she flies off in hot persuit of this Mr. Bradley and chaos ensues. It sounds interesting in a "meant to be" kind of way however even as I sit here watching Bonnie Hunt (or as I remember her from childhood Alice Newton from Beethoven) help search for Damon Bradley I can't help but think I have seen this movie before too.

David, in the meantime, has ventured off to play video games leaving me to tidy up while watching Only You convinced this is another movie that has left my mind with only patches. It looks like tonights movie will end up being In & Out afterall.

This wedding movie countdown turned out to be a good idea, as much as it's not uber romantic and even sometimes gory, as last nights Very Bad Things would prove. It still has gotten my mind off just how close the wedding is coming. With the exception of our hotel we have paid off all our wedding with only $104 left to pay. This is a reason to celebrate if you ask me! The additional good news is that we managed to pull this off *knock on wood* for just $5000, our original budget. We went over by a few hundred but all things considered I call that a win.

Now to finish folding the laundry while watching a movie I'm sure I've seen before. *sigh* I wonder if it was and will be again a moderately good movie.

<3 your hippie bride

Day 568 - Movie Nights & Stag parties

As I near the end of bill payments, wedding planning and worrying about forgetting anything I have been trying to steer my focus towards fun. In 2 weeks I will be celebrating with some of my favorite people at my staggette. I've been listening to clubbing music to get myself psyched to dance all night in a few days.

What better movie than Very Bad Things to show you how terrible things can go! I had watched a preview going in and thought I had a general idea of how things were going to go. I was, for the most part, wrong. I knew the first thing was an accident, I knew a lot more happened based on a shot where there were only x number of people in the vehicle covered in filth. What I did not realize, however, was that most of the events were not accidental. Take the hangover and turn it into a horror film and that is basically what you had.

I'd say the only parts I found enjoyable in the movie were the parts revolving around the bride-to-be. This was not because I too am a bride-to-be. This was instead because she was such a horrendous bridezilla that she was completely removed from the entire situation! Two severely handicapped children just suffered a rather large loss and slam something down in frustration thus throwing off her seating chart and her response is your classic "Why does all the bad stuff keep happening to me?!" Because of that role and the absolute, "I really hope there is no one out there actually like this." factor I did find her part slightly amusing. But the ending, although karmic in pay off, was so over the top and had no real point aside from Karma, that I was laughing not at the ending but at the fact that this was how it was ending. Not a great movie, not a movie I'll be rewatching and certainly nothing in comparison to others movies I've watched over the past few days.

But, perhaps a movie I can jokingly tell the Best Man is his "what-not-to-do" list movie. But then I would have to force him to watch it and that's just cold. Seriously though, if you're going to watch it, go in with low expectations and a large amount of some type of intoxicant!

<3 your hippie bride

Day 566 - Movie Nights

Marriage and relationships are made up of many things. One of those things is dividing tasks between parties. Today's tasks are play video games until way too late at night and watch one of the movies on the list of wedding movies until way too late at night. Guess who chose which.

It's quite simple really, when I spoke with David I learned that he had already watched The Other Sister, we had both already watched Wedding Planner and I, of course, had already watched American Wedding. I am surprised to learn he has not but not too anxious to watch it again myself. Seeing as he has already viewed The Other Sister and I had not, we decided that today I would watch it while he played some racing games on his PS3. An easy decision honestly given our individual personalities.

Not even halfway into this movie I was completely taken in by the characters. Such endearing and lovable characters. The sweet and wise quotes from them as well as the heartfelt, innocent moments only capable to be had by someone of an innocent mind. Then juxtaposition to, "we could try page 89....but I don't want to do page 155!" Hilarious and sweet all in one. A must see. I can't think of a single thing wrong with this film!

I love that in a way they approached two major issues in society. Obviously focusing on the handicap issue more than the other (spoiler and don't want to ruin the movie) but all the same. Nice added touch.


"Look, walking Wally is walking for us!"

<3 your hippie bride

Day 565 - Movie Nights

Day 3 of our movie nights.

It's a good thing we've watched 44% of these movies already because at this rate we're certainly not going to watch all 50 before our wedding in 46 days.

Tonight's movie was actually a movie we started to watch several nights ago. The first night it was interuptted by cranky moods. The second and third night it was interrupted by company. The fourth night we began to watch it but my throbbing headache forced us to finish halfway through and resume on today, the fifth night.

The movie was Bride and Prejudice not altogether a bad movie by any means but Kal Ho Naa Ho still kicks it's bollywood butt! The music was no where near what KHNH had and the storyline was predictable of course. What it did have going for it, however, is that not only did we know the sinister english man had something evil about him but we actually were curious to find out what it was. We had our usual outbursts of predictions as to what his back story was, but nothing we could commit to. When finally it was revealed we were basically right on all accounts but still we hadn't been able to commit to it.

A movie worth watching but hardly a top ten for wedding movies in my book.

Our next movie night will be one of the following:
The Wedding Planner (CHEESY)
American Wedding (FILTH)
The Other Sister (never watched before)

I vote we watch the one we've never seen simply because we're semi-low on time. But I suppose I should run this decision by my other half.

Until then, I shall rate the movie on my flixster account as per my habitual routine and then tuck myself in for tomorrow is another day.

<3 your hippie bride

Day 559 - Movie Nights

Day 2 of our wedding day movie night countdowns and our movie tonight was a charming little movie called Our Family Wedding. A movie, I felt, combined 3 or 4 "done before" movies to come up with something new while still being predictable. I think my favorite wedding related part would have to be the guest list and seating chart section of the movie. Who to invite, the expectations of your family on who to invite and where they can and can not sit. It is funny that throughout your entire planning experience people will repeatedly tell you, "it's your big day, you shouldn't be obligated to invite anyone." yet in the end you are. If you do not invite those obligated people then you will suffer more later if not during the wedding.
The seating chart was the best displayed aspect. It took me back to my careful seating of everyone onto little paper tables and imagining who would kill who and who would get find a new friend in someone else. Trying to find a seat for the wedding party guests where they didn't know anyone except their significant other.
Like a special game of musical chairs where the stakes are higher than just ending up without a chair.

I went into the movie with low expectations because of it's low imdb rating. But with the warmth and familiarity with the wedding planning I could appreciate it. Weddings are complicated things but sometimes they must occur or else the family will feel they were given a rough deal. Then often times family is the first to forget who the big day is for and make it all about them. This only creates unnecessary drama and stress for a marrying couple.

Still I do not regret the whole experience, I find it to be a great opportunity to learn who your real friends are, who really has your back when the chips are down and how far people will go to put their wants above your needs.

This movie captured that quite well while still having a soft sweet core.

I believe the next movie is Bride and Prejudice. I have heard good things about that one.

<3 your hippie bride

Day 557 - Movie nights

With only 55 days left before our wedding I thought maybe we should watch some of the best wedding movies out there. Today's movie being "My Best Friend's Wedding" I don't know if I'm set myself up here. As I remember it I found the movie to be a tad frustrating and I wanted her gay friend to turn out to be straight after all. Something that would later happen in Jason Brigg's film "My Best Friend's Girl" hmmmm wonder if there is a relation to that result?

In any event, it was not the case and Julia Roberts is ... left... well I won't ruin the ending for you, although really, if you are reading a wedding blog I'd hope that you had watched some of the better known wedding movies.

I'll know tomorrow whether the movie choice for tonight was in poor favor of our moods.

<3 your hippie bride.